One of the many mysteries of life.
I’m totally more attracted to women, I mean, I find women…fascinating and…intriguing, you know, I…women drive me crazy. I fall in love with women, but I look at men. If I wanted to have a fling with a certain, you know, non-smelly guy, I don’t wanna have to tell myself, ‘Hey, you’re not allowed. You’re a lesbian.’ You know, I don’t live like that. I don’t wanna box myself in.
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| — | Alice Pieszecki (via justgivehighfives) |
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Recorded this myself; in my room. It’s called Cowboys.
Livin’ with a hollow chest ain’t easy;
Talkin’ to myself when I get home.
Seems to me you only want to tease me;
Seems to me I’m better,
Better off alone
Well I got a bottle and a razor
I got a pen and a paper
Whose gonna save me?
Whose gonna watch me spill over?
When did I get so cold?
I’m not sure; I don’t know.
Singin’ oh, show me what it feels like,
Show me what it feels like to be home.
Livin’ like I do can make you crazy;
Sittin’ on the outside lookin’ in.
Breakin’ back for love; It’s temporary.
Seems you’re always leaving;
Me, a burden; inconvenient
Well I got a bottle and a razor
I got a pen and a paper
I don’t need saving
You can keep all your money, oh
When did I get so cold?
I’m not sure; I don’t know.
Singin’ oh, show me what it feels like,
Show me what it feels like to be home.
I’m talkin’ like I already lost,
Feeling like I’ve already lost.
This has been the best weekend of my existence.
Started off my weekend as soon as I got out of work on friday.
Went to the bar with one of my best boys; which is actually a girl. lol.
We sat at the bar together and smoked strawberry hookah with this really cool guy friend of hers; who didn’t know how to dance for shit. But he tried with me, so I cut him some slack lol.
Went home; slept; got up and went to fix my cute little old car, and now it runs smooth as hell :)
Watched some of this;
with my best friend;
then, she made me dress like a first class whore to go out.
We looked hot.
We picked up the missing link of our trio;
… and headed out to the concert/party that we planned to attend for her birthday.
These guys were playing;
..and there was an open bar; need I say more?
We danced our asses off, I almost fell, and then we decided to go.
Home?
No, of course not…. not with out going to our favorite diner;
… I don’t remember what I ate. lol But I do remember blasting Foo Fighters on the way there.
My best friend was nice enough to take me home afterwards and put my pj’s on for me.
I slept; but it wasn’t long before I was up and on the way to my grandma’s house;
I chilled there for a while with my best friend, and decided to go buy a shit load of ingredients to make some awesome dominican soup.
While she cooked, I went on the most simple, yet magnificent date.
This girl, managed to change my mind about how shitty valentine’s day is. She has got to be the sweetest person I’ve ever met. (And between you and me, I think she’s really beautiful.)
Also, her name is really cool.
We went to my favorite cafe everrrrrr;
Where we sat and just talked; to my great surprise, she really understands me, and all the shit that goes on in this clusterfuck of a brain that I have. Which is so rare.
The night ended with me playing an impromptu concert at some place in Westfield, and getting free drinks from a great friend. I played, people loved it, I felt fantastic, and stayed to watch another band;
which is when some guy decided to put his snapback on my head. And while it was a great gesture at the time; It probably wasn’t too smart of him because in my drunken mind it was a good idea to steal it. lmao. so yeah.
We went to another diner after, of course, and then called it a night.
How could this weekend have gotten any better? I have no idea. And Strawberry Jam is doing great things. I’m so happy and so incredibly excited for this summer; for the future. :)
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